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Forgiveness Doesn't Pay

by Night Leather

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1.
Bone Church 05:04
I don’t believe in an eternal life External to the one we’re in I think of death like an asymptotic line Approaching a point that we can never reach So you can become suspended In the infinite void That fills the space between you And your temporal death Now where you become suspended That can be a sentence Such that you shall never leave this earth And your last revelation May be the one that you inhabit forever So this is where we’ll leave you I’ve been trying to get out of here Political prisoner since 29 Solitarily confined So I visualize my state Behind slate doors My countrymen lie in wait For me to give the orders But first we’ll ask forgiveness from the Lord You know I’m really grateful for all the attention Honestly Because I think you may have even helped my cause As you know, recruiting’s been a challenge I don’t get good signal in the yard I remember when you used to call me an (ANIMAL) That’s why you locked me in this cage Flashed your bible at the circus Guess I’m an elephant with rage Will you still call me an (ANIMAL) Demagogue, fan the flames of the mob from the pulpit and bail First we’re comin’ for your family We’re not sparin’ them with jail You’re gonna look up to the sky As the crowd is closing in We’ll watch you take your last breath Crying, “Get ‘em off! Get ‘em off! Get ‘em off! Get ‘em off!"
2.
Dirt road and the silver glow from the headlights You're runnin through my mind I know you for years Feel the rope, feel the chains gettin tighter around you Don't let them drown you Ya gotta disappear tonight No bars on this side of the road Just keep goin’ straight You gotta live with your demons Hide ‘em if you’re ready or not What you did as a kid, I don’t know how you made it That’s why you’re a little less drawn to the scene Little deuce coupe, they don’t know what you got Let ‘em know (Let ‘em know) This killing game You're burning way too bright But I won't let you suffer They'll never find you here Long life gettin by on occasional highs only survivin the lows, like everybody you know Quick glance, dirty dance, and a bottomless pit For you to drop your dreams in They better look out below
3.
Hesitations 03:48
I don’t wanna live My life pretending Another sleepless night Will pass you by Don’t ever close your eyes This won’t take long Just a touch It's all it takes to turn me on I get lost without And my fingers on your skin (Can I do this again soon) You feel the rush You’re at the edge of the waterfall So don’t hold back girl I don’t wanna live My life pretending Can I have you When I want you Cuz you make me feel something else I’m dying on the inside Just to feel your lips on mine Just to feel you one last time Just to look you in the eye before you go (Can we do this again soon) You can feel the rush You’re at the edge of the waterfall so don’t hold back… I don’t wanna live My life pretending Another sleepless night Will pass you by Don’t ever close your eyes
4.
Describe your fear in 10 words or less Coming down from that mountain Jettisoned in the parking lot Picture of you on the VCR We endured nuclear winter By the radiator’s glow Read hieroglyphics at the galleria Lost all my consciousness and felt a new kind of dull Maybe this is in fact the promised land And you and I are cancer cells, baby, we gotta grow We’ll find something on the way Next stop’s in 20 miles This part of Virginia reminds me of sirens in a dream If you keep hearing this message Don’t stop trying to call Your hallucination will be ignored in the order it was perceived Try describing your flaws more earnestly Like the religiosity of procrastination Or getting more mileage out of ideas than the place they go We’ll find something on the way Next stop’s in 13 miles This part of the valley reminds me of carnage in a dream If you keep hearing this message Don’t stop trying to call Your hallucination is the portal by which you’ll leave The darkness softened by snow My halo is an open sky I know that hellfire awaits But the devil’s gotta learn to fly
5.
No Joy 02:31
Judith said I could find you here. Would you come on closer to me next year? Without you I go J'aurais aimé qu'on m'aime J'aurais aimé qu'on m'aime J'aurais aimé qu'on m'aime un peu plus (I would have liked to be loved I would have liked to be loved I would have liked to be loved a little more) Without you I fall, without you I'm lost Without you I crawl, without you I'm naught
6.
No Time 03:13
In case you’re wondering it’s everyone’s excuse It’s ticking faster and it’s tightening the noose It will inject you with an unrelenting fear You can’t make sense of it, because it's neither there nor here (No time) So don’t wait up for me because I’ll be there in (No time) We’re dying every single second we’re alive (No time) What is the meaning of it all and why is there (No time) No time, no time, no time Well you’re staring at the clock Check a pulse to make sure you’re alive Cuz we’re raising holy hell tonight It’s so impossible to stop Because I can see it in both of your eyes That we’re running out of time If you look long enough you might end up seeing it If you try hard enough you might end up believing it There’s people adding to it every single day I pull the bottom out and take it all away (No time) Step on the gas I know that I can get there in (No time) It doesn’t always happen in a straight line (No time) Leave me to question who I am and why is there (No time) No time, no time, no time Well you’re staring at the clock Check a pulse to make sure you’re alive Cuz we’re raising holy hell tonight It’s so impossible to stop Because I can see it in both of your eyes That we’re running out of time No time...
7.
Mirror 02:55
I can't tell you how to live. I can only tell you what is wrong here when we make the same mistakes that our daddies made And you walked off in the night 'cause you wanted to feel right. Where were you going to, my little girl? Don't walk away, don't leave me behind If you can't take me there, then don't leave me. I can't tell you how to live, but if you ain't movin, you ain't groovin, you ain't doin nothin for yourself. And if you ain't goin, and you ain't showin, then you ain't knowin nothin of yourself. Don't feel alone with these thoughts girl, you're not estranged. If you look in the mirror, you'll see that we're the same. If I can't take you there, I won't leave you. I can't tell you how to live, no.
8.
Dance Alone 03:04
This music is Baby, you don't need an excuse You know you're the one That's been used This music in your head The one that caused you pain You shouldn't play this way Watch me dance alone Babe, I know more than you Should ever know, c'mon Oh, don't try my now Honey, oh honey, you know You should never have left me (Watch me dance alone) This music in your head The one that broke your legs Sure, I am the one to blame Now let me dance alone (Watch me dance alone) Let me dance alone Let me dance alone
9.
As soon as light The shadows on the wall As soon as light Which one comes to whisper As soon as light Awaiting death to do its part As soon as light You bring the car around Comfortable when the darkness comes Moonlight roar of a hundred drums Comfortable when the darkness comes So take my hand For tonight We ride together How can I protect you As they summon for me first Clang your heard against the bars They take what’s theirs They take what’s ours Melancholia marching in reverse Comfortable when the darkness comes (Comfortable in the darkest rain Come to terms with the pain The last hour alive) Moonlight roar of a hundred drums Comfortable when the darkness comes As soon as light Your secret’s safe with me As soon as light I’m turning into something different As soon as light Another life will end again As soon as light You bring the car around How can I protect you As they summon for me first Clang your heard against the bars They take what’s theirs They take what’s ours Melancholia marching in reverse
10.
The Echoist 03:54
Just keep listening And be indignant at the same time Suck on the words they say to you But sometimes that’s all it takes Don’t waste your time With feeling Just about anything at all The rest will hit the ground So much harder than you You know it’s true Or so you tell yourself From the very top of the tower But at least i don’t lie awake at night But at least I’ve got what’s coming to me yeah, but at least I’m in complete control Don’t tell me how to do my job And don’t tell me how strong my handshake is I know exactly how to do my job And i know exactly how hard my handshake is Just keep on smiling And nodding your fucking head Your pearly whites And your calm demeanor Will guide you through each situation Like a beacon of hope And strength A veil A sham A mask A virus A plague Yeah that hammer is coming one of these days It’s gonna drive a nine inch nail Right through the very foundation The empty soul of this shit show But at least i don’t lie awake at night But at least I’ve got what’s coming to me Yeah, but at least I’m in complete control
11.
Penance 05:04
Tonight We don’t sound the same You raised your voice like a glass Spoke of sins of our past I guess that penance doesn’t pay ‘Cause you kept me in the cold That shit was calculating Here’s the game plan baby I want none of your business You can cross my name off At the top of your hit list Bring a 7-ton bomb I’ll bring the light If you want some of this You better come and get it baby ... I wake up Can’t get out of this dream Am I ever getting out alive? If forgiveness doesn’t pay We’ll ignite an atom bomb Like this We both give ourselves the pain Now we're not coming back Tethered dog Your penance is a leash around your neck Gnawing on the bones The sun, ravenously swallowing the stars Bear your teeth, you will remain on guard forever But what else is there for the sinners? We couldn't give ourselves a break Now we're not looking back (Tethered dog) If you want some of this You better come and get it baby ... You better come as you are I wake up can't get out of this dream I wake up I wake up We both have something to say 12 steps in the wrong way

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NIGHT LEATHER is: J Pupa, R Ward, M Gornick, and V Oberkampf.
Hunter Norton plays guitars on "Dance Alone" and "Penance".

Written and recorded by J Pupa, M Gornick, R Ward, and V Oberkampf in New Jersey, Nashville, TN, and Paris, France.
Mixed and produced by J Pupa at Happy House Studio, Somerville, NJ.
Mastered by Van Derand in Vaasa, Finland.

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released January 21, 2022

Album photo by Adam Jacono.

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